Hello little blog :-)

Not really much to say on here. I supose with my other blogs it is easier as they have more of a focus.

Mind you, today is not great really. DP has been to see his granddad and it turns out that the cancer is in his bones and at grade 4. But from what DP says he is happy and ready for the next adventure. He's going home over the next few days, and we're all going to go up and see him there. So I might be a bit absent from things for a while. Not sure really, as I've got a website to rewrite and a phone to stand by as I've got an ad going in Green Parent at the end of the month. Seems rather unimportant in the scheme of things. Children are being remarkably sangine about it all, but only DD1 understands really, DD2 hasn't really asked, other than wanting to make a card...

Going to go and think of ways around this all. Better get on with the website I supose, in some vain attempt to have it running and looking OK before I go anywhere. But all I want right now is a large drink. But waiting for DP to get back home before that. After all, if I feel this shitty about this, heaven only knows how he is feeling. I'm just so glad that all the children have met him etc.etc. And, God willing, I'll have children who won't remember him because they are yet to come. That sounds far worse than it is meant to. I suspose I mean that I am sad that the missing faces won't have a chance to meet him, because I'm not that sure that DD2 or DS are going to have much in the way of memories, being so young.

Going to go now before I make myself sound like a heartless bitch....